You and Me

With you,
too much is not much...
i want more, much more
and i don't know, don't know
if we are meant to be together
or apart...
all i know is,
our love is a love of excess...
more lips, more soul,
more hands, more hips,
more touch, more feel
and i wonder,
if i am ruining all we had
and had not...
ending up being incomplete
devouring all i can and cannot
and left with nothing
of my own...

Unborn

i thought of you
and let my heart wander
where i had you
cradled, in the curve
of my arms...

You were tiny,
tiny lips, tiny eyes
tiny fingers around my thumb
tiny feet pushing my belly
your tiniest smile lit my world.

But no longer
can i let myself wander
and dream of you;
my mind drowns my heart
and makes it surrender

i close my eyes 
but now no longer
do i see anything but darkness
which now is my life, 
forever and ever.